S1:E2 - Shroom Things & Wedding Rings

Dear Diary (& Listeners),

I had a profound realization this week. 

It's easy to view all that has happened as a loss. A devastating, painful loss. 

Recounting my relentless effort and hope left me with this overwhelming feeling of emptiness. 

How could I have given and given with absolutely nothing in return?

Why did he never feel or notice how hard I was trying to love him?

Was I actually loving him?

And then it clicked. Sometimes, the way we learn the true meaning of Unconditional Love- is by experiencing the pain of its absence. This wasn't one big L. My Try, My Consistency, My Persistence...it was all unconditional, always. 

This week you will start to see Dick's true colors start to emerge. Lies wrapped in manipulation presenting themself as love are sprinkled all over this episode. You'll meet a few Sugar Daddies, Our Bishop, and find yourself front row to the epic way Dick proposed...

 

Forever Speaking My Truth,

Amanda Arnier, MLS

 

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